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Thursday, May 15, 2008

I'm Holding On

I have lots to spill out of my chest right now but i just don't know where and how to start. These things are killing me. I feel like crying right now.

I miss them the 4 hearts in me. I've met a lot of people in 22 years of my life. They come and they left. Some left me with lessons for me to learn. Some just left untraceable. Having you guys in my life are the greatest gifts ever in my life. I really appreciate you guys. and I miss you guys a lot. I miss the moment that we laugh our world out loud, going crayzee and go wild. Yes, you guys tought me a good lessons of life. But as we move on, we become apart. We took dissimilar path. Even though we don't talk, laugh, go crazy and wild anymore like we used to but i just want you to know that you guys are still in my heart. You leave footprints in my memories. Very beautiful memories which i can't afford to erase it.

Why am I such an emo? i just don't know. I was touched watching this series. They went through high and low together. They went through obstacles and they're still together. How I wish I can be like them. B & S.

It's time for me to go now. && it's time for me to socializing with those biatches! Can't wait to see you guys because I miss you biatches so much!! Let's find the hot & creamy juice tonight! && to Love, I'm sorry if I did something wrong to you. I'm really sorry if I ever hurt your feelings babe. Maybe I just don't realized it. You know you can always tell me if I did wrong. && bear in mind that I heartss u and I miss you so much!! You're the greatest friend that I ever have. You're there to comfort me and to cheer me up when my world goes down. I'm sorry if I'm not always there for you. I'll make it up to you! && I don't want to lose you!!

-don't fit in, stand up-


♥♥♥♥♥


reality checked at 5:47 PM



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