..Here's My Story..

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

hi dear readers..

masalah yg sama happen here. i've got lots and lots yg kn d buat. but yet i don't know which one should comes first. entah lah. well, generally it is something about judging other people, trying to make them look very bad or even worse.

i have questions here. kenapa ah. & yea. that's one of my soalan. kenapa? kenapa mesti judging other people?do they (orang yang kena judge atu) deserve being judged? and layak kah org yg menjudge atu menjudge hidup orang lain?&& when you're judging hidup orang lain, do you think you know semua kah ah about the person yang di judge atu? what is the purpose of judging other people? menaikkan standard hidup? memburukkan hidup orang yang dijudge atu?

i admit i once was one of them.but then, i asked myself.judging other people untuk apa?what do i get?yth kan. awu aku seder dech lho! hahaha. saya ani inda jua sebaik malaikat. inda jua sesempurna mana kan.. so yea.

"dunia, pementasan dan drama" phrase from one of Too Phat's songs. entah lurus kah jua inda tu. huhu. lurus pulang tu. inda jua siok kan hidup di dunia ani kalau nada drama.apa kata orang? nada color bah tu hidup. dull.

tapi apakan ah intention orang yang berbuat demikian atu?from my experience, that time i was very young. i mean i'm still young now.. huhu *denial* haha. yatah yatah..if zaman kanak-kanak atu, that's normal lah tu.tapi inda kan inda pandai sadar kan?kalau time kanak-kanak atu boleh lah jua diterima akal, pasal masa tu we think tani tah yang paling sempurna. sesempurna dari yang ada and yang pernah ujud di muka bumi ani. hey that's what i felt tu dulu ah! hahaha. tapi makin sehari makin berakal *sedikit saja* lah. thanks to friends lah jua.sama-sama jua guide masing-masing untuk memberakalkan diri masing-masing.and now, dalam hidup kami judging people atu ada pulang jua masih. tapi nya kalau kami banar-banar ada masa yang terluang yang inda tau kan di gunakan untuk apa lagi sampai mati akal memikirkan. yatah masa nya tu judging session. huhu.tapi yang herannya, yg di judge ani yang langsung inda dikenali. dalam mimpi pun inda pernah terjumpa. apatah lagi in real life. if dikirakan, bukan nya judging people, but more to menjadi ilham untuk barang peibunan.

so yea, you have your own life to live on right? untuk apa tah lagi kn judging other's life? give up with your life sudah kah tu ah? sampai ter envy meliat other's life yang for you is fake walaupun sebenarnya iatah sudah hidup dorang yang banar-banarnya tu.maybe usulnya macam nam-jahanam? (yg macam cerita P.Ramlee atu) lurus kah tu ah? haha. suka hati ku saja lah.. yatah yatah.tapi atu tah sudah tu hidup dorang. inda jua kan tani judge kan?well, as for me, biar tia seburuk mana ulah orang atu biar tia as long as orang atu inda fake bah. so what kan??if banar-banar orang atu mengacau hidup or menjejaskan hidup, terus terang lah saja. tapi ani for some people, terus-terusan tah nya menjudge tu. & ada lagi yang sampai memburuk-burukkan lagi tu.i'm not talking pasal orang lain here. i'm talking about me. yatah. bego' kan?

as for me lah ah, inda payah lah kan menjudge people unless orang yang di judge ani menjudge your life.but at some cases, judging ani payah jua kan di avoid. but but.. never judge the person yang very close with you. pasalnya you think you know everything pasal orang atu tapi sebenarnya apa yang kamu tau atu sebasar kuman pun balum sampai bah pasal diri orang atu. pengalaman mengajar yaw! hahaha. diri ani inda sehebat mana pun kan menjudge orang lain kan?

so what?! to tha people yang menjudge atu right?kalau kan judge, judge lah.i have my own life to live on my own way. everyone is unique.. atu tah satu-satunya the beautiful-ness of life (pada pandangan aku tu ah).

so yea..life inda sentiasa jadi macam apa yang tani mau right? hmphh. enough with that. say what you want to say, as long as ia buat your life happy and puas tahap dewa and rasa diri atu membanggakan.enough with that and let's put a full stop di sana. huhu. apakan..

yatah kan. erm.. masa ani I'm so in love with this song. lama pulang sudah lagu atu.bukan pulang baru tah jatuh cinta arah lagu atu.suka dari dulu tapi masa nie macam kena stitched arah hati, jantung and brain wah. lagu atu lagu atu lagu atu saja. mp3 pun lagu atu jua. haha. tapi banar macam masa ani terpikat berabis ku kan lagu 'SALLY SENDIRI - PETER PAN' atu. especially masa nya concert. perghh! laawwwaaaaa!!! "biar Sally mencari ku, biarkan dia terbang jauh" entah ah. mengapa kah nya melakat arah ku lagu atu. and and the other song from band yang sama jua... lagunya 'Mimpi Yang Sempurna' the accoustic version. & it reminds me of c Abg sorang ani. huhu. iatah. bah sudah tah ku ber... ermm.. jap jap.. aku fikir sekajap. i wanna say yg a word synonym with berkurapak. erm.. berceloteh? eh entah eh. *malas ku memikirkan. sakit saja kepala!* berkurapak tah saja. tapi apa tu ah the specific word if you talked about craps ani? entah ler..

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