..Here's My Story..

Sunday, May 25, 2008

i woke up very early today due to the noises made by my brother. *sigh* && my mommy is not at home right now. She's going out with her friends and I don't know where to. Hehe. Mlz kn tnya krg kna balasi blik. hehe.

I was so merindu last night and I almost cried last night. *sigh*. but it's okay. I'll see you sooner or later. I'm so miss the old times that we spend together. Only us with our world. We make jokes, we laugh out loud. We're JackAss'ing together. We're going out, enjoy our meals together. Just us together. I am so miss that moment. Just want to let you know that I cherish every moment that we spend our time together. You lean your shoulder for me to cry on. As I said, we make jokes, we laugh, we cried & we support each other together. I have to say you are the best person that ever appear in my life.

At the same time, with different person. I was thinking to myself. I could've make your life more miserable because you deserve that. I can be a totally biatch when I'm with you but I miss the chance. I let the chance go just like that. I'm so sick of you actually. =). I may look so happy to be next to you but you need to know that it was fake and i was pretending! I'm so DON'T LIKE you and I'm so don't want to be next to you. How could I miss the chance to make your life more miserable?? I may sound so BERDENDAM but actually I'm not. I enjoyed watching you make a fool to yourself. I miss my chance to blew your life out but other people don't. Other people who I don't even know. Someway somehow, you're still such a LOSER to me. You know I can do more and I know that you are so scared of me.

Enuff with that. Because I know it's not worth it to say things about worthless person like you. Now, i'm happy to have all those people who brings in the fun'ness, joy'ness & excitement to my life. I am so heartsss you all!!

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