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Sunday, June 22, 2008

the shadow reminds me of the pain

dear blog,

i woke up very early today. had breakfast (sampai dapat bejumpa umi tadi - can u imagine how early was dat?). chatted with mommy and bro'Izman. and guess what? mommy mentioned about 'computer'. our topic at first was about excercise'ing. *hey peeps. i loss weight! =)) happy face* and yea, mommy said 'cemana kn capat turun tu barat badan. nada excercise. bekurung saja dalam bilik sehari-hari.' den i answered her (*bro'Izman was having his breakfast & about to go to work*) 'eh! aku excercise kali ah. mama saja nda tau yang aku excercise tu di bilik atu' den mommy ckp lah 'excercise apa jua?' i was about to answered her but before sampat kan ckp kn.. ada tia i heard this suara sumbang keluar saying 'excercise jari tu ya ma!' with evil face making that statement. *sakit hati & simpan dendam dalam hati kn kna kn ia sometime soon* it was my brother yg cakap atu!!and then, and then, talking about computer ani mama mentioned lah about this computer and ia ckp 'eh computer atu baik kah masih inda'. i was blanked and numbed tadi. i looked at mama with surprise face. den looked at my bro. looked mommy back. and and dalam hati ckp 'ahhh??ia tau kah HP rusak olehku??adui~~' den den kn mommy sambung lah ckp 'nda lagi pernah2 be on eh computer atu. den terCLICK th ku tarus yg mama atu ckp pasal my DESKTOP not LAPTOP. and dalam hati *fuuh~~* oh yea, btw HP no longer functional masa ne. nda mau d on lagi. and that is because of ME!yth kn.. saya mcm bedosa when mommy asked me about computer atu since HP atu ia yang balikan.

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i was in my room. editing my blog. owh yea, i changed my layout. and it was designed by MYSELF. i put a lot of effort to make this layout. the picture was made by MYSELF. and yea, thanks to those HTML helper sites and anything to do HTML tips. this is not my first time tho doing this thing. it's just i didn't do it like ages sudah. okay. back to my story. i was in my room. editing the layout of my blog. then it was 1:47pm. i heard a voice. kid's voice. cBABY!!she sleepover tonight.and yea, she knocked on my door. didn't open straight away tho. i waited til she knocked it again and again and again. *ingat masa dulu2 masa i have to give reasons kenapa ia nda bleh masuk my room* den den, i opened the door. she said she wanted to play game. she saw me opened up my IE den she asked 'buchu, do you have internet connection here?' den i said 'awu. kenapa?' den ia ckp lah 'okay. can i borrow your laptop please and use the internet?' and i was quite surprise ia cakap cematu. okay. borrow laptop is common. but!! go online by herself??? and yea, after that i asked lah 'iffah tau kan cana kan use the internet?' den she replied 'yes. pasal masa arah ninca *other people called her nisa* iffah selalu main game' and i said 'okay. go ahead.u can use it' den she go to Polly Pocket website. but yea, i brought my lappy keluar. so that nada reason for other people to go into my room. she played game dari pkl 1:57pm *i know. i let her stand knocking my door and wait for 10mins* smpai ke pukul 11pm!!atu pun pasal i asked her to stop and go to sleep. yea, i gave her the flexibility to play game sudah. suppose to be 10:30pm she stopped. tapi ia extend2..hehehe. den pkl 11 atu. stop bnr2 lah ya sudah. brought my lappy back masuk dalam bilik. and guess what??!!! ia naik balik and cakap 'buchu.i'm still not tired and sleepy to go to sleep.bleh iffah sambung main?' den i said 'eh aher sudah nie!tdur tah!' and ia ckp 'but..iffah nda tired and sleepy' and the best answer i gave her 'bh bsuk saja main lagi ah.bsuk sja baby sambung ok. ani i need to do some works' den she said 'okay. but... what do you have here in your room?' den masuk lah ya kedalam. and i asked her 'apa iffah cari?' and she said 'anything' liat arh my floor. my things are scattered all over my floor f.y.i. but i think she couldn't find something that interest her. she opened all my drawers. semua dcheck nya. and that's the reason kenapa saya ani inda suka suruh ia masuk kedalam bilik ani. haha. byk barang saya tu d pinjamnya tapi nda nya bagi balik. i mean put it where it was. and and she loves to buka my earings' box & other accessories box. hehe.

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okay. promised Nurul kn jalan today. kn makan d Mc.D. den text her around 3:30pm i will jalan dari rumah. masa i text'd her atu it was already 3+pm. den. i chose this baju and jeans. i wore it already. skalinya kn sanggul my rambut. and if sama baju atu inda ngam. so turun cari baju bilik my mom. can't find it anywhere. asked my mom and gave me the very best answer 'baju mu? baju mana?' den i said 'baju ku bah yang dalam bilik mama atu bah' den mama ckp lah 'ah..entah nda mama tau mana..tapi byk jua bajumu tu begantung dalam atu' den i doubt her kn. i go and checked. skalinya nada. dlm hati ckp "baju kurung ada plg ne eh.." den ckp arah mama 'ma..inda jua ada tu..' after that naik.. cari arh my room.. mana tau tebawa naik sudah but i can't remember. check arh my wardrobe. nada. arh luggage nada jua. arh laundry bag, nda jua ada. turun lagi.. den asked my mom pasal baju atu. mama stay with the same answer. den last last ckp nya 'entah ah..kna cuci kali..' den i said 'AHH?? SAPA CUCI??' 'ANI MANA TIA?' 'baru kah kna cuci?' 'atau tadi pagi sudah?' den den i asked lagi 'ma mana kn baju ku atu?' haha smpai mama sasak and ckp nya 'cuba liat arh tempat penjamuran. ada kali sana' den i go..fuh~~ nasib jua ada. hahaha.

Okay. fetched Nurul up around 4:30pm. i was late. i know. tapi kan!! jalan dbandar was HECTIC!!! stressed ku jadinya. like BERABIS!!!erghhh!!yth..makin betambah tah dosa2 ku jadinya eh! hehehe. skali skali, the rain was heavy msa tu. brabiz..but still jalan.. den den..parked the car tarus ke Mc.D for BIGMAC!!!! erghh!! i was craving for it..hehehe. and after Mc.D went to JayaHypermart. and masa tu c Nurul jumpa abg Aliff~~ huhu.eh salah..alai nurul jumpa abang aliff..hahahahahaha.i love u babe!!den after that, went to 'THE' mall..don't know kemana arah untuk menuju. and kami ke K.Box!!! we sang ALASANMU song by Exists and CINTA by Misha Omar & Jack. Vic. awu~ orang atu jua yang mau high note! nah! nda plg tebawa'e tarus. haha. and and cali masa kami d K.Box, nyanyi lagu Alasanmu, ada this girl masuk wah dalam booth atu. don't know sapa bini2 atu. i tot Nurul's friend. so buat derk ja kn. skali she gave me ada diz laminated card. and i was holding it. skali she was pointing at her mouth and right ear and buat tangannya mcm nada sign. den i was bangang brabiz. skali nurul ckp lah 'beh.baca wah card nya ah!' still with my kebangangan, gave the card to nurul for her to read. i was singing kali ah.. hahaha. and still continue menyanyi with my bangang still. den nurul shaked her head. den kluar tia bini2 atu. skali sudah kan balik tadi kami cerita lah pasal atu balik.hahaha. i know i was bangang n i said 'I TOT YOUR FRIEND WAAA! YTH MLZ TH ME KN LAYAN' hahaha.teruk teruk. and and masa tadi we went in to iTop shop kn tu dmall. and ada ia pnya G lawa brabiz!!!! sexyy~~ i want..i want..hehehe.. and balik tadi antar nurul arh her cuzzie d bengkurong ada birthday party. after dat trus balik lah.

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manage to take pictures tadi masa d Mc.D and video masa d K.Box kami nyanyi!!! tapi bsuk2 th upload if rajin.and btw, since cBaby pakai my lappy dari tadi siang smpai malam ani, saya siap assignment wah!i mean the outline baru.. tapi atleast!!!yth what i'm trying to say here is.. with laptop+internet connection+MSN=lupa diri, lupa dunia, lupa yang lain!!! hahaha.

okaylah. i know plg panjang post ani. but yea, ive got a lot to share with y'all. so yea. and thanks for reading up to here ayte! i love you so much. i know smua yg d atas atu craps from me but yea, if you don't like it i have no rights to stop you from click'ing the X on the top right hand side atu or go to another url. but still, thank you for reading. have a nice day.


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