..Here's My Story..

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

it's 10:57am now. nothing much to do for this morning. home alone again *sigh* boring eh && i'm a bit takoowwtt!! tadi awal2 pagi at around 9am atu, mommy cCuzzie ku ada datang. and cerita2 lah with mommy aqu. i was di bilik ber'vain' seorang diri baru bangun tidur.

they were discussing pasal bunga talur for dorang punya 'Majlis Khatam Al-Quran' soon in this month. Then, dari sana makin jauh cerita dorang kekampong halaman dorang tia lagi. pasal ada orang sakit lah dsana. then, the scary part yang membari kambang rambut masa dorang cerita2 pasal ilmu hitam thingy. ee scarreeyyy eee. balum lagi campur hantu2 nya tu dorang ceritakan tadi. tapi aku ani pun setia jua dsana pasal kan lari dari sana (tempat dorang bercerita atu) aku takutt! hahaha. i know plg siang. but time sunyi2 ia ada karang dapan mata. hahaha. *imagining* erghh!!!

Last week, aku tipu Ka'Umi pasal cerita Grey's Anatomy. I said to her after i watched the series last week 'Ka'umi, Danny Duquette hidup semula jua' and Ka'Umi 'ah?apa pulang ia hidup semula?cemana buleh?' i said 'pasal ia hidup semula lah! sebenarnya ia inda mati!'. Ka'Umi 'inda ya mati kan? mati jua ia masa tu' then dengan muka yang cukup convincing aku cakap 'awu. banar! ia hidup jua..'

it was malam tu masa aku bagitau ia atu. then the next day, ia minta transfer kn the video from my lappy pasal aku yang download and sanang2 lah ku tipu ia. hehe. she watched the movie the next day nya lagi. i think it was on monday tu. i was at college and went online at my MSN. sekalinya ada tia aku received this PM. ingat kan dari sapa rupanya Ka'Umi and ia cakap 'LAI!! aku nda suka kau' 'ko penipu!!' 'inda jua cDanny hidup semula tu!!'. hahahaha. rupanya ia pecaya cakapku!!!! hahaha. masa ku checked atu ka'umi offline sudah. and i waited for her at home and tarus tah ku cakap 'Mie!! ko talurrr!!! mana ada orang mati hidup semula!' den laughed. ka'umi replied 'ko jua cakap danny duquette hidup semula'.

then, on friday Grey's Anatomy ada sudah.so i downloaded and watched. and berabisly c Danny Duquette is real!! He is real as real as Izze!! macam question mark jua tu on my head how can Danny be real. he's dead jua. he's sweet tho. 'I'm here for you Izze Steven' but i like Alex to be with Izze more than Danny.can't wait for the next episode. is Danny really real? && yea, Little Grey Lexi and Little Sloan Mark or Big Sloan?hope it's all in the next episode this thursday.

"If Tomorrow Never Comes"
I don't know why we put things off. But if I had to guess, I'd say it has a lot to do with fear. Fear of failure, fear of pain, fear of rejection. Sometimes the fear is just of making a decision, any decision, because what if you're wrong?

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reality checked at 10:57 AM