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Friday, June 6, 2008

Stop Holding On

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAKA
5th May 2008

I'm so lucky to have you, to live with you in this world as my sister. You are the greatest creature that God's create for us the whole family. And I'm so thankful to be your little sister. You've been through the rough time living in this world and most of all you experienced the toughness of living in this world which we (your brothers and sisters) don't have the chance to experience that.

With the experiences that you have, you have tried your best to change things so that we can enjoy our life like what we have now. You worked hard for this family. To make this family happy. Years after years you worked so hard and the day had come. It really make mom & dad proud of you and us too. Your name was called up to go on the stage to take the certificate. I'm sure that mom & dad were in tears of joyness with your achievement. you really make us proud to have you.

you become the role model to your brothers and sisters. I'm so proud of you ka!i know. i will keep on repeating this. but yea. it's true. you contribute a lot to this family until what we are now.

i know, sometimes we're the pain in the ass to you. but that won't stop you to love us especially me. i did a lot of things that make you and mom mad. i'm sorry for that. it's just i don't know anything about life. you pampered me with your love until i become so spoiled in this family. thanks to you for pampering me. You try your best to fulfill my wants even you know it brings negative impacts to me in the future. and yes. that's true. coz all i know is just to have fun. but then, the fun'ness won't follow me along the way of my life. but still you're there to support me. your love for me erase your anger to the things that i've done and since then i realize that nothing is matter than love from family coz family stays together no matter what. family support each other to face the cruelness of life and celebrate the joyness in life. family never turn their back around and leave you all alone to face the toughness of life. yea. you taught me something that i will never learned at school.

you've spend most of the time to see us happy. Now, it's your time to be happy. Just keep in mind that you've brought the tears to mom & dad and make us to who we are now. you should be proud to be in this world and be in our life. love from family for you will never break. thanks for everything that you've contribute to us. we wish and hope to have the greatest things to have in this world and God's granted our wish by letting us to have you in the family.

Happy birthday to you ka. Enjoy your day and may it lasts forever as u deserve it. We love you and your presence in this world has bring the light to this family. Happy Birthday once again to you greatest creature.hehe.

P/S: i can see your smile when Umi & I sang a birthday song to you. i know we interrupt your sleep but yea.. that's the least we can do on your birthday.


♥♥♥♥♥


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