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Sunday, June 22, 2008

when the world is darker then i can understand

I hope that you're reading my post ani. and yes!! YOU!! if you don't know sapa YOU yg ku maksudkan ani..you'll find 'e answer after you're reading this til 'e end. okay?i just hope the right person baca this post.

No need for me to mention the name.but i want you to know that i'm so excited about the story yg kn ku ceritakan ani. and I'M HAPPY FOR YOU TOO!! like BRABIZ!

This thing..is soooo beyond my expectation. but yea, thanks to the news yg spread too fast or SLOW?? smpai aku baru tau masa ani..i know you don't have anything to do with me anymore. but yea.. this is something for you to know that I KNEW IT ALREADY.and i'm GLAD to say YOU WIN!!so pack your things and leave me alone REGRETTING of what had happened.

You wanna know dmana ku dgr news ani? HOT NEWS i mean.Hehe. take it slowly man. don't be too aggressive.In won't take you anywhere coz YOU WON already.and the loser in this story is ME. YEAY!!

Before i let anything out, i just want to thank you. I thought you were really into me. *feel so stupid tho for believing you* yes! i do believe in you.i should believed and listened what to other peoples were saying; not to go into your trap. pergh!

okay.let me go straight to 'e point.eh! aku tau udah wah!=). yth. i just couldn't believe psl masa atu, when you want to see me. only me without my 'frens' and it is only between you and me.. ingat?? you said 'bla bla bla... it was true kali ah' and how dare you tnya aku 'how about you?' and you asked me, aku menyasal kah inda?? ingat?? want me to state more?bnr eh.. nda ku sangka wah. you looked so innocent masa ckp catu ah!! buleeehhh!

yth..apanah yang ku tau ah?i heard lah. you have plan. eh. you and YOUR FRIENDS yg aku nda tau sapa your friends atu. it was during our first year. and masa tu you and me. balum rapat lagi. and and masa bln 12 atu start tia rapat. den getting closer and closer.

about THE PLAN atu. *the most interesting part* yeay! ko sama aku ah~ entah..i don't know how to tell actually.i thought it was TRUE tapi rupanya IT WAS A LIE. *f-ck eh* em..sorry for that. nda ku tecontrol lagi waa.hehe. yth yth. i heard this news kan saying that you and your friends have a bet. then in 'THE PLAN' atu you have to make me bnr2 fall into you.

owh patut th happy lah ko masa atu..eh bkn happy. BANGGA lah ko.i mean after you ended everything up WITHOUT ANY REASON at all.eh brapa dorg bagi ko ah..hm..can't remember eh.apatah ko buat with your present atu?hehe.nda payah tah ku tau bh.huhu.atu lah saja. i know plg ATU SAJA tapi that's more than enough to make me feel SOOO GOD DAMN STUPID.taloooo.. taloooo.. cana tah buleh ku baru tau atu ah? and cana tah buleh ku inda pecaya ckp org dulu atu ah.bodoh banget dech.

atu lah saja ah ceritaku untukmu. and and..jangan tah ku dtanya lagi ah pasal ani. cukup tah sudah dari ko. terima kaseh banget yach!tapi bnr. i thought it was TRUE.bh..agatah ko bebangga sana ah.rupanya ada intention lain ko ah.huhu.and yea, before ku lupa, klo lapas ko baca ani jgn th ku dclick aa arh MSN ah and jgn th ku dmsg ah?.cukup2 tah sudah ne.klo ko kn tau dari mana i heard this story from, find it your self okay. hebat aku kn ko fikir? tapi HEBAT lagi kau lah.. wohooo~ YOU'RE THE MAN!nda ku sangka sja.. tu jer..mesti ko tnya2 kn napa ku nda ckp straight sja arh mu..sorry ah.nda ku mau. aku nda mau bukan psl apa. malas ku.malas ku dgr alasanmu.and malas ku lagi kn ckp sama ko sudah.smua alasanmu, ur excuses, ur reasons atu keep it to your self saja ok. HUGSSS.

okay lah.. sekian terima kasih.n harap maklum ah yg aku tau udah ah. =)))


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