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Thursday, June 26, 2008

i'm still human you see...

i was thinking on changing my layout again tonight. and i know if i change it again i may sleep very late again. and it makes mommy bising2. i don't know what caused me to damam. my mom told me plg last night, my hand was soooo cold.

as i woke up early today, i called her and told her that i think i'm damam. actually i was hoping for a sympathy from her. but then, her respond was not like what i've expected. I expect her to like *ee..kesian jua..bah agatah bawa berehat* but lain tah plg. huh! and she said "eh. ko atu jua luan nda kn mau tidur. yth sebabnya tu!" *toink* maaa.. it's not like that. it's not like i don't want to go for a sleep or watever. tapi kn.. cemana tah jua kalau nda mau tidur. hehe.

i was in my room, blogging and checking things. den i switched off my lappy and went down. i can't stand the pain actually and that's the reason i went down. skali skali it was sometimes around 11am tu. ate fried rice, mama goreng. den took panadol.at first i took 2 tablets put it in my mouth once. but inda mau tetalan. so i've wasted 2 tablets of panadol sudah. then took another 2, tapi ambil one at a time. and 1 sja mau masuk.can't force myself as it can cause me to vomit. and another 1 tablet of panadol is wasted. hahaha. i'm so not into medicine.

after that, watched tv. den Ka'Umi dtg, rang the doorbell skali she can see yg aku damam. hehe. she was planning to brought me somewhere. but then since i don't feel well cancel lah. den around 1pm almost 2pm, went to mommy's room limpang2 atas katil. mommy asked me to go to sleep but i refused with the best reason and excuse ever 'nda..aku mau liat cerita anakku bukan anakku' i said to her. hahaha. setuuupiidd jua tu alasan ku atu. den den. it was only 4past 2 in 'e afternoon. the series will start at 2:30pm. yth limpang-limpang lah saja. skali skali, saya ttdur wahhh.. hahahaha. tadi sombong nda mau kn tdur. actually last night i went to bed at 3am. that's y mommy marah. huhu. and and tdur kn tu.. sekali i heard mommy panggil ckp 'jadi ko liat anakku bukan anakku? nie main sudah' i can hear her but my head feels so heavy yth bawa tidur lah sja.

bgn tidur tadi, i feel a bit okay but still my back hurts so much. *perghhh* den den, since i feel a bit okay, i was teseliur kn makan DURIAN!!! uwaaaa. went to mommy, and told her aku teseliur kn makan durian. *uwaaaa* but mommy nda bagi and nda suruh!! katanya 'eh..jgn th kali dulu eh mkn hari ani..'with smile on her face. she knows i'm so crazy to durian. and yea, now i am so teseliur berabis kn makan. will do what i usually did; curi2 makan. huhu. owh that's it for now. i'm so late sudah kn turun. =)) it's 20 past 9 sudh. hehe. takut mama mumbling2 lagi yth haftu tdur early.

owh yea, i remember she said 'ko ani damam bukan apa ne. ko nda betidur atu bh tu yth baginya damam. klo tdur pun aher pkl 3 pkl 4 baru th tdur' den she continue 'ku liat sebulan2 ani sudah ko nda betidur. dari bulan berapa sudah tu ko cani ani.' then i cut the line 'nda wah ma. aku damam ani pasal banyak makan durian ani kali ah?' den she said 'awu atu ia jua tu. ko banyak makan durian. lapas atu minum coke lagi' den i said lah 'tapi coke atu aku campur air sajuk jua sudah & ice' den mommy ckp lah 'eh coke ani...wlopun sebnyk mana dcampur air dtaruh ice, masih jua coke. inda jua nya berubah jadi manisan tu' and that time, i was like been hit by something hard in the head. LOL. hahahaha.

okay okay.if you read sampai sini sudah, thats mean you are my kind-hearted readers pasalnya abis jua sudah ne my post ani. hehe. and thats mean u read my post ani sampai abis..hehehe. <333 u!!! thanks for reading anyway. need to go now. wish me will be better tomorrow. =)). and yea, thanks for reading the craps i spill out in here.=)) have a nice day.

...and those tears still fall


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