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Tuesday, July 8, 2008

courages strengths....

Hi again. i guess this will be my final post for today. =). and yea, for this post, i'll input pictures of yesterdays, and today.

went to college around 2:30pm. *ahakz* and arrived before 3pm. i raced to death and yea, manage to arrived at college before 3pm. huhu. saw fen, qashee & mayme at staffroom 2. and yea, i stayed there for a while. then, went up to the training restaurant. well, basically what i did at the training restaurant was chatting with them and surprisingly i was in a mood today and YEAY!! i did contribute ideas. Jazzy and I will be incharge in Treassure Hunting for tomorrow (activities for juniors). idea was given by Hamdi, and we edit here and there. =). hope our plan will be success. huhu. and yea, i went home almost 5pm.

so yea, at college, busy with the setting up and everything. they reuse the picture during the consultation day. ergh. i hate the consultation day. like brabiz. and i don't even want to ingatkan apa2. n yea, the pictures are reuse. and the seats are arranged accordingly. everything is complete so tomorrow touch up sja lagi and cleaning session.huhu.this is just for the juniors. welcome guys. be good okay. make the department proud and bring back what the department used to have okay?

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looking back to the first day at college. we were asked to come to college to make payment for fee and everything. i remember i was wearing kurong biasa. and yea, at the same time i brought my uniform (black and white kurong) just in case. then, texted my friend since she was there already. the she told me that most of the student-to-be were wearing black&white uniform. and yea, kaka drove me to college and i changed my baju in the car! on our way to college. haha. that time i just don't care about other road users. i was so a bit gagah plg tu masa tu. coz it was clearly stated at the letter we must wear black&white. but kaka told me that i'll not be take a long time coz after make the payment i can go..yth kaka suruh pkai saja baju biasa. hm.

the actual first day. i don't have any proper black shoes that time. so yea, not long before that, kaka bought me this boots kn masa d Perth. then, atu tah ku pakai. didn't know we have to walk jauh brabis from hall to class. ergh. then, i was with fizah i knew her during the interview. so yea. and guess what? both of us were the last person yg smpai. ergh. kesian plg fizah. ia lambat pun i think because of me. huhu. and yea, we did self-introduction at the front of the class. and i think i was the last person to introduce tu since in the name list, my name is last. pasal my name start with 'S'. so yea. still malu-malu. didn't know sorang pun masa tu. langsung satu pun nada kenal. except for fizah psl masa interview. and Fendi. he's ex-SYHU. tapi inda biasa. the next day, we had a college tour guided by our seniors. then, the third day, if i'm not mistaken, we have to go for a work at the palace for HM's birthday.

that's my first working experience. yea. that's my first. and i remember mommy ckp 'kesian jua eh. naleh org balik keraja ani. maklum baru pernah merasa bekeraja seumur hidup' hahaha. hm. she was so worried about me actually. org sblah, she works at the palace kan tu, yth like everyday mommy asked her how i've been doing. what were we doing tu dsana. apa saja kraja2 nya. and so on~. owh mommy. i'll never grow up mommy. i just love you so much!!

so yea, after about a week working with Hyatt, we went back to college. and yea, i hate some of the guys masa tu. like BERABIS!!!and yea, as time passed by, we get to know more about each other.and history been made.we went swimming like almost everyday. then, went jauring after that. yth ada masa tu, after swimming atu, em.. i think it was 5 of us or 6. no 5. emm. ergh. entah eh. hehe. girls masa tu me & razinah. antar razinah blik then off to faez's place. we stayed there. psl kan liat wyg midnight show. den den. *i don't wanna mention his name* we went to mall kn tu around 11pm pluss lah. yth c.He ani, he only wore c.par g-pun, sluar itam cara melayu and t-shirt. skali skali i tot he was a member of silat ka apa ka. rupanya that was suar cara melayu. huhu. and selipar g-pun nya. but okay. bagus. tahap confidentnya amat memuaskan masa atu. hehe.

before that, nda pernah tu jln jauring with them. the first time went jlan lepak2 with them was em.dulu lah. it was late night sudah. almost 11pm. skali i was thinking apa kn bgtau mama. owh, alasan dorg bawa jln atu was kn discuss pasal our planned kn ke temburong stay there at relative's place. not mine plg. yth.was so excited brabiz kn ke sana since never been to temburong before. and what makes me more excited was, mommy let me go to temburong. huhu. yth umi complained 'eh mama ani eh. aku kn ketemburong inda mama suruh. ani bb mama suruh eh!' i was there, den i replied tarus 'eh kami tinggal dirumah..bukan d utan' den mommy agreed with me 'awu eh. dorg atu tantu tempat tinggalnya dimana dimana. lagipun bukannya jauh kedlm.' well actually mommy has no idea arah sapa kami tinggal. =)). back to that night with our discussion (konon-kononnya laa), ada laa yg fkir aku beninja. kluar dari tabuk pasal aher sudah. okay that was funny~hahahahaa. hmm.hehehe. then, getting closer since that. owh i'm so miss that moment. mcm my feelings was mixed up masa dsana. awal2 datang sana, we visited the zoo.and then, went to the sungai. which is usulnya siok tpi don't get the chance to enjoy the siok atu. hmph. so masa ne, sesiapun saja lah kn merasa and jgn tah harap kn merasa. sesiapun th saja banar. then lepak2 dbilik, kira masa atu masa utk membooking tempat tdur. the tilam was so bnyk beampaian mcm hostel yth siok lah. but then, last2 living room jua kna krajakan. yea, fendi the destroyer. huhu. that was funny fen. hehe. owh yea, went to temb during the school holiday. and yea it was my first time. so excited. and i was the paling over one bawa barang mcm org kn pindah.tlampau excited lah katakan.and bangga lah jua kn ketemburong atu. huhu. texted my cuzzie tu masa tu to share my excitedness and the-can't-waitness to go to temburong. and i remember one of the text was 'TEMBURONG TEMBURONG HERE I COME!' and another one was 'i can't wait and i'm so eager brabiz kn ke temburong' huhu. *i know memalukan plg but yea. i was so sakai you know!for me that time, going to temburong is once in a life time chance wah tu.

so yea, after the temburong trip, we're getting closer and closer. jln pun selalu jua. almost everyday. and my phone pun klo limpas masanya will be ringing tu. like what they said 'alarm bebunyi' hahaha. so yea. tu awal2 dulu lah. but then things changed. sorang2 with commitment sendiri and yea.well. that's normal right.


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enough with the memories. well it's just one of the sweet memories. things are very different now. and again, that's life. you know, people tend to make promises but the promises are meant to be broken. so never believe to those promises been made. as things change, so do the promises. promises are not promises after all. so yea. it's just part of the game in our life. don't hate the games alright. hate the players. that's how it should be. the games will not be created without the players.

owh yea yea, tadi i heard these kids were playing together chasing each other i think and the boy ani ckp 'baby..come on baby..' and i was like. ee. sweet jua. like brabiz suweetnya.. uwaaa! haha. hm..gosh! hm.miss him..when i look at my ijau-ijauness, blueish reddish purplish marks atu, mcm tingat lah. yg pergi takkan kembali~ & yg kembali takkan selamanya bertahan. (okay~~ hehe. mcm jiwang kah? or mcm entah. jiwang kah tu bunyinya? hahaha)tapi banar jua tu kn.. =).

so yea, forget about that. & here, i've got some pictures for you guys to look at.

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♥[MY LAPPY]♥

This is nothing what's it look like. i was very pissed off that time then i smacked real hard on my lappy. then, the tab letter F was tepelanting then i've got the idea to take off everything so that i can clean in. & yea there you go. & the last 2 pictures, as you can see there are 2 letter tabs missing. but yea, found it, on the floor~ phuh~











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i found this chocolate very classic and cute as well as suweet~ mcm kn makan pun sayang. hm..










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& this is pictures of what we were doing at college in the afternoon for tomorrow;welcoming the juniors to the department. huhu. i'm suppose to type something which is i'm not sure what is that. huhu. i'm so irresponsible and not committed.


































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!!this is not kurap or whatever which is related to it. and this is not the love bites or whatever. this is the all of the marks that i've mentioned earlier. =). yea. there are lots of dotty-dotty looks. and yea, that's it! that are the marks the greenish purplish reddish blueish marks on my body. lots uh? that are only on my paha part. that's not including my body lagi. tapi body, that's confidential..


& that's a wrap people!


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