..Here's My Story..

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

one question.. do u still care?

em. headache again. and yea. i'm so proud of this. bangga banget dech. ergh!! mcm masa ne kn buka mata pun payah rasanya. *migrain*

owh yea, tadi i was asked by these people kn. cemana bleh aku kurus. huhu. aku mengurus pasal patah hati!!!!! well actually, i don't feel like i'm shrinking. i just lose weight. coz mommy said to me "eh balum lagi kurus kau ani". and yea, that's what make me feel that i'm not shrinking. but thanks to her..she helped me a lot on losing my weight. hehe. makan itu ini nda buleh!! except for Coke. i really really can't tahan my diri dari minum coke. yth if she knew i drank coke, abis lah saya dckpi. hehe. smpai sometimes i feel like i'm penyeludup wah. i bought coke, and if ada mommy, will tapuk dulu tu coke atu. then sudah line clear bru tah kluarkan. klo nda pun, bawa tapuk2 den lari naik ke atas. den dibilik minum th tu sesuka hati. huhu.

owh yea, I'm wondering wah. dulu2 I can bring peace to some people when they're with me. and they found peace when they're with me. am i still be able to bring the peace in you? and do i still make you happy?hm..







and this is for you guys to enjoy. hehe. lame plg but yea, hope ya'll will like it.

"Lepaskan aku
Dari belenggu ini
tak sanggup ku menahan rasa
yang akan membunuhku
dan membawaku ke arah kegelapan

Tak dapat ku sesalkan
apa yang telah terjadi
mungkin sudah suratan kita
untuk ia terus berlaku
kini ku berserah padaMu oh Tuhan

suaramu dan senyumanmu
masih bermain di fikiranku
tak dapat ku nafikan
dan ku siratkan
ku masih mencintaimu
hingga ke akhir hayat ku...

**
kini ku berserah padaMu oh Tuhan
kini ku pasti masa lalu
takkan dapat diulang kembali
walau pahit
walau perit
ku harus menerimanya jua

sesungguhnya
suaramu dan senyumanmu
sangat ku rindakan
hangat pelukanmu
masih ku impikan
kerna kau lah satunya dalam hatiku

ketahuilah sesungguhnya
kau hanya satu
yang bisa menyentuh hati ini"

-edited by me.

that's all for today. nothing much i wanna share with you guys other than this.

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reality checked at 6:28 PM