..Here's My Story..

Friday, July 11, 2008

Well, this is not a souvenir actually. Kaka took it from my neneks. huhu. cPenapau!! and yea, actually, i wanted to take the badge. but sudah kan balik atu terFORGOT tah saya. hmmh! hehe. well, this is a must activity for us esp kaka and for me i'll take the kachings sja when we're visiting our neneks. yth mama slalu maraa saya tu pasal ambil the kachings tapi my granpa always ckp 'bh ambil tia' && yea dengan muka bangga nya saya jeling ke arh ibu saya. *wink* i miss them so much my neneks. granpa the pendiam and gramma the pemaraa. hehe. love 'em show much!

it's raining now. i was thinking about myself just now. sensitive is me and can be over sensitive sometimes. the most perajuk in the family. always need an attention from mommy and love being pampered. and yea, spoilt to the max. tryin' the best i can to get what i want. hardheaded. coldhearted. stubborn sometimes. ignorance. did i meantion that i love attention?? hehe. love to be the first priority. daring. can be a good firestone to mommy. can be so tough and at the same time can be so fragile. bruise easily. and yea, cry a lot. the very nyanyah * 'mulutmu ani ada2 saja ah kn di cakapkannya', 'eh.mana kan mute button ani?kn me mute mulut mu ah.dapat kah?' - umi said this to me, 'bah! dang lating!!' - kaka said this to me, 'bh!tdur tah. bukannya becerita. aher sudah ne!tdur ku eh!malas ku layan lagi ko becerita' - mama said this and i usually ckp 'ma..ma..tdur mama sudah kah?maa...ish boring eh' *, c.dirMALL best sister, and yea, love to play with org pnya belly button. cpemalas of the family. and yea, i can be good at day dreaming. be with me then you know how imaginative i am which kadang2 nda pernah tfkir dkepala org lain kn imagine benda2 cematu. and yea, i love to laugh out loud!!! * 'eh ketawa banar ko eh' mama said den i replied 'jangan silap..jadi pujaan kali ah ketawa ku atu' *. and yea, i can be so not supportive at some things. respect and disrespect other people.

so yea, that are some facts about myself which i figured out myself. i can't change myself just to pleased you and i will not change who i am for you. live is not to fit in but to stand up. so yea, never fit in!stand up! when i give something, it's not because to restrain, but it's is sincere from my heart. it's not because i want you to like me or to make you stay with me. share what we have, hoping that they can share with us what we need too. so.. i think that's all from now. got lots of things to do by now yea. chiow & enjoy your friday.

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reality checked at 3:03 PM