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Friday, July 11, 2008

What IF

this is as my penutup blogging utk today, i mean still mlm kn ne yth today (10 July 2008)

I ran into a friend of yours the other day
And I asked him how you been
He said my man is fine just bought a house
Got a job a real good lady
I told him I was glad for u that’s wonderful
But does he ever ask bout me
He said he's happy with his life right now
Let him go let him be

And I told myself I would
but something in my heart would just not let you go
I just want to know

What if we were wrong about each other
what if you were really made for me
what if we were supposed to be together
would that not mean anything
what if that was supposed to be my house
that you go home to everyday
how can you be sure that things are better
if you cant be sure your heart ain’t still here with me
Still wanting me

Your friend asked me if there was some1 special
in my life that I was seeing
I told him there was no1 in particular
There’s just I myself and me
I told him that I dream of you quite often
He just cut his eyes at me
He said you’ve got a home you’re very happy
so just stop your meddling

I told him that I won't
I said that things were cool
but I guess I was wrong
I still cant move on

Now that could be my car
that could be my house
that could be my baby boy
that you’re nursing
that could be the trash
That I always take out
that could be the chair
I love to chill in

That could be my food on the table at the end of the day
hugs and the kisses all the love being made
what the hell do u expect me to say
what if its really supposed be this way
what if you’re really supposed to be with me

-changed *she/her to *he/him/his.


♥♥♥♥♥


reality checked at 2:40 AM



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i am responsible and in-charge in judging myself not you nor other people out there. you think you know me, well you need think twice before saying that. i'm just a normal girl and imperfect, but there lies a different person that the eyes can't see. get to know me & who knows that we can be good friends. i'm quiet but once you hurt me, i can be a totally biatch in just 1 second.



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